E.S

I don’t understand what you want from me. I like you A LOT, but I can’t continue to break myself over you not knowing what you want. you either want to be with me or you don’t. you either want to figure things out or you need to let me go. I want things to work out between us, but I don’t know if you want the same.

yes, I have said something hurtful things about you but it’s because I’m hurting. I’m hurting a lot more than you realize, i fell head over heels for you and you pushed me away. you hurt me. you hurt me more than you know. 


I want to be with you, I want to be the one you go to when your upset. I want to be the one that does all these fun things with you. I want to be your everything.


but right now, I feel like nothing.

E.S

I turned out liking you more than i originally planned..

it sucks

beause


i

try

so

fucking

hard

and nothing i do

  ever seems

to be enough

  for anyone.


not even

my

damn

self

nothing hurts more than trying your absolute best and still not being good enough for someone…

"There isn’t much more I can possibly take
I’m a fraying rope that’s about to break
I’m tired of fighting; I’m tired of being strong
Happiness is short-lived and the days feel long
When my opponent is me – there’s no way to win
I’m stuck fighting this battle I don’t want to be in
I’m at war with myself and it all feels so wrong
Mind, Body, Spirit… why can’t we just get along?"
- Ranata Suzuki | Mind, Body, Spirit (via wnq-writers)

(Source: wnq-writers.com, via wnq-writers)

I wish for once someone would choose me, choose me over anyone in the world..

that day might never come though…


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